I have beheld the terror of the threshold and saw myself as I am.
Now begins my incredible journey in earnest. I live in the present, eagerly watching my life unfold with new awareness. I glance back with respect and awe to those ancients who have gone before. I prepave the way forward with new tools to enhance my life in this moment.
on all points. H
Beauty, joy, love, creativity, inner peace.
How are they connected how can I make them fit?
Beauty for one is the most difficult of the ideas. How do I express myself as a vision of beauty? Or is it something I have to come into without trying. Beauty. Subjective.
Or maybe beauty, and all those words, are connected more with an inner knowing or acceptance. A place of authenticity that may not be found when trying to find those results out side of myself or when I try to put them on to affect those around me.
Authenticity. Acceptance. Appreciation.
Those words and their ideas strike my heart as well. And may not take a herculean effort to attain them. I can easily strive to be more authentic. I can choose to live more in acceptance.
New Jerusalem is in my heart and buried there is the grail that I search for.
Maybe THROUGH appreciation comes acceptance. Appreciation breeds authenticity as well. When I appreciate I am most certainly connected to my source. Most certainly.
When I’m connected, I am joyful and creative. I cannot be connected without realizing a sense of inner peace as well. When I am connected to source through appreciation I am love for sure. And I’ve never seen things through a more lens beautiful than when I am connected to my source.
Who IS.
What I’m interested in is secrets. I have something inside that wants to know about what’s hidden beneath things.
I enjoy the idea of a hidden past, hidden knowledge..I also enjoy the idea of aquiring that knowledge. Why? Maybe sometime while I’m on my path I will be able to filter the world and my experience of it though the good things I have learned..
and maybe, just maybe I’ll be able to affect just one soul and illumine the path for them..
I’ll be posting my experinces with learning the lessons of Rosicrucianism via AMORC and CR+C as well as SRIA and the Lectorium Rosicrucianum..finally I’ll also be posting my experiences with BOTA and their understandings of the tarot..
